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杯韩But fear, that blind, useless passion, worked another way, andthrew us into the vapours; it bewildered our understandings, andset the imagination at work to form a thousand terrible things thatperhaps might never happen. We first supposed, as indeed everybodyhad related to us, that the seamen on board the English and Dutchships, but especially the Dutch, were so enraged at the name of apirate, and especially at our beating off their boats and escaping,that they would not give themselves leave to inquire whether wewere pirates or no, but would execute us off-hand, without givingus any room for a defence. We reflected that there really was somuch apparent evidence before them, that they would scarce inquireafter any more; as, first, that the ship was certainly the same,and that some of the seamen among them knew her, and had been onboard her; and, secondly, that when we had intelligence at theriver of Cambodia that they were coming down to examine us, wefought their boats and fled. Therefore we made no doubt but theywere as fully satisfied of our being pirates as we were satisfiedof the contrary; and, as I often said, I know not but I should havebeen apt to have taken those circumstances for evidence, if thetables were turned, and my case was theirs; and have made noscruple of cutting all the crew to pieces, without believing, orperhaps considering, what they might have to offer in theirdefence.亚洲杯韩国对中国时间国对
中国But let that be how it will, these were our apprehensions; and bothmy partner and I scarce slept a night without dreaming of haltersand yard-arms; of fighting, and being taken; of killing, and beingkilled: and one night I was in such a fury in my dream, fancyingthe Dutchmen had boarded us, and I was knocking one of their seamendown, that I struck my doubled fist against the side of the cabin Ilay in with such a force as wounded my hand grievously, broke myknuckles, and cut and bruised the flesh, so that it awaked me outof my sleep. Another apprehension I had was, the cruel usage wemight meet with from them if we fell into their hands; then thestory of Amboyna came into my head, and how the Dutch might perhapstorture us, as they did our countrymen there, and make some of ourmen, by extremity of torture, confess to crimes they never wereguilty of, or own themselves and all of us to be pirates, and sothey would put us to death with a formal appearance of justice; andthat they might be tempted to do this for the gain of our ship andcargo, worth altogether four or five thousand pounds. We did notconsider that the captains of ships have no authority to act thus;and if we had surrendered prisoners to them, they could not answerthe destroying us, or torturing us, but would be accountable for itwhen they came to their country. However, if they were to act thuswith us, what advantage would it be to us that they should becalled to an account for it? - or if we were first to be murdered,what satisfaction would it be to us to have them punished when theycame home?时间亚洲杯韩国对中国时间亚洲I cannot refrain taking notice here what reflections I now had uponthe vast variety of my particular circumstances; how hard I thoughtit that I, who had spent forty years in a life of continualdifficulties, and was at last come, as it were, to the port orhaven which all men drive at, viz. to have rest and plenty, shouldbe a volunteer in new sorrows by my own unhappy choice, and that I,who had escaped so many dangers in my youth, should now come to behanged in my old age, and in so remote a place, for a crime which Iwas not in the least inclined to, much less guilty of. After thesethoughts something of religion would come in; and I would beconsidering that this seemed to me to be a disposition of immediateProvidence, and I ought to look upon it and submit to it as such.For, although I was innocent as to men, I was far from beinginnocent as to my Maker; and I ought to look in and examine whatother crimes in my life were most obvious to me, and for whichProvidence might justly inflict this punishment as a retribution;and thus I ought to submit to this, just as I would to a shipwreck,if it had pleased God to have brought such a disaster upon me.杯韩国对In its turn natural courage would sometimes take its place, andthen I would be talking myself up to vigorous resolutions; that Iwould not be taken to be barbarously used by a parcel of mercilesswretches in cold blood; that it were much better to have falleninto the hands of the savages, though I were sure they would feastupon me when they had taken me, than those who would perhaps gluttheir rage upon me by inhuman tortures and barbarities; that in thecase of the savages, I always resolved to die fighting to the lastgasp, and why should I not do so now? Whenever these thoughtsprevailed, I was sure to put myself into a kind of fever with theagitation of a supposed fight; my blood would boil, and my eyessparkle, as if I was engaged, and I always resolved to take noquarter at their hands; but even at last, if I could resist nolonger, I would blow up the ship and all that was in her, and leavethem but little booty to boast of.
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